After my teacher Steve Gray finished preaching on Sunday January 28th I realized I have a long way to go. My teacher’s words hit me right up side of the head. They knocked me for a loop.
My teacher Pastor Steve Gray’s words at the same time gave me hope.
My teacher Pastor Steve Gray showed us how much he loves and cares about us by sharing with us the truth about G-d’s word.
I need that.
I need a teacher that will knock me upside the head with the truth.
Here are some of my teacher Pastor Steve Gray’s loving words:” Holiness is a position. I must make a decision to separate myself from the normal ways of the world.”
HaShem, has been dealing with me about this for the past month or so. I cannot react like am part of the world. I must change. I want to change. I want to be closer to G-d.
Reacting this way is no longer an option for me.
For most of my life, I saw people and I said:” I wish I could be like so and so. They have it all together. I want to be like the rest of the people I see. I don’t want to be different.”
I walked away from G-d many years ago.
I made a conscious decision to return to G-d February 8th, 2007 when I accepted Yeshua as the Jewish Messiah.
I made a conscious decision to learn and study Torah for real was made when G-d knee capped me at World Revival Church in November 2015.
From that point on studying Torah and Tanya became an active part of my day seven days a week.
My day starts with studying Torah and Tanya
Then G-d put this thought in my head. “You are wrong thinking you want to be like the people you see. I want you to be like me. I want you to be like the people you study day in and day out. Yeshua, Avraham, Yitz’chak, Ya’akov and Moshe.”
This hit me like a ton of bricks.
Then my teacher Pastor Steve Gray said this:” Holiness is a declaration of Liberation.”
Followed by these words:” Holiness is an investment in the Kingdom that is. Yeshua is the new normal.”
This takes work.
This is the task and the direction I want to follow and do in my life, so my family and friends will see and know the truth and the real word of G-d.
Thank you, Pastor Steve Gray, for showing me the way back to my Jewish roots and who I am really am. I am a proud Jew who wants to serve Yeshua and be of service to the Kingdom of G-d.