Once again, my teacher Pastor Steve Gray rocked G-d’s house. My teacher’s words blew up all the lights within me.
This is called Rhema in Christian circles. We Jews call this the Ruach HaKodesh.
This happens all the time when my teacher Pastor Steve Gray preaches. Sunday January 21st was no different.
The sky inside G-d’s house lite up with fire. My teacher’s words exploded and ripped me apart.
What words you ask?
These words:” To start your walk of faith you must know want you want!”
This is a heavy question.
How many times did Yeshua ask this question?
All the time.
What do I want?
This is really crazy so here goes.
G-d has been pushing me in this direction since I became a follower of Yeshua February 8th, 2007.
This is when I surrendered to the constant pushing of the Ruach HaKodesh to come back to G-d and accept Yeshua as the Jewish Messiah.
This started me on the path to learn and begin to study Torah and Tanya for real on November 22nd, 2015.
Father Jack Flynn and Father George Sundergaard always pushed me to get back to my Jewish roots.
I did it for about a minute or so and then reverted to my worldly ways until we moved to Kansas City to become members of World Revival Church May 1st, 2014.
This is when I really surrender to Yeshua and the G-d of my forefathers Avraham, Yitz’chak, and Ya’akov.
My teacher Pastor Steve Gray is directly responsible for this complete change in my life.
Without Pastor Steve Gray’s devotion to serving and pleasing G-d this Jew and my family would be lost.
G-d put Pastor Steve Gray in my life to bring me back to my father’s house.
This is the long slow short way to share with you what I want. I want to share with the rest of the Christian world the teachings of the Chumash and Tanya. I want to bring together Jew and Christian, so we can become one mighty army for G-d so HaShem can have HIS resting place.
I want Jew and Christian to set aside their differences so we all can serve Yeshua to usher in the Kingdom of Heaven so HaShem will reveal to the world who the G-d of my forefathers Avraham, Yitz’chak and Ya’akov is so we can all study G-d’s word together under the greatest teacher of all Yeshua.
Most of all to quote my teacher Pastor Steve Gray:” I want to do something significant.”